Christmas

Merry Christmas to you all
Today has been a fairly good day. Full of nice Christmas things, which is always good. Sadly, also full of bad Christmas things, which is not so nice. But I feel happy and loved, and I’m looking forward to 2009.
I hope you all had lovely, lovely days.
Amy xx

Nice

I don’t know whether or not I should stop be nice to people or not.
If I’m nice to strangers, such as the woman who bought the Guitar Hero World Tour whole band box, and do nice things for them, such as carry the big heavy box back to her car for her, they do nice [...]

To all my friends

The reason I always say “Love you!” when I say goodbye, or call you my darling, or my lovely, or leave lots of kisses and hearts on texts and MSN conversations, or hug you randomly, or blow you kisses when you walk by, or rest my head on your shoulder when we’re standing by each [...]

The Killers – Mr. Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going [...]

Planning for Uni

I’ve spent most of today trying to find out what to do about University, and applying to Warwick instead of York.
I’ve chosen the course I want to apply for – Philosophy and Literature. It’s 25% Philosophy, 25% Literature, 25% Philsophy/Literature crossover, and 25% WhateverIWant.
I’ve gone into college and learnt what I need to do – [...]

Day off

Days off are fantastic, especially days off when you’re fairly ill and don’t want to go into work because you’d quite like to not die.

It is less than four weeks until the New Year. Until 2009. It’s 24 days away, and there’s going to be a brand new year started.
And I am going [...]

Tears

I’m often amazed by my lack of ability to stop myself crying.
I cry all the time. I cry at anything. Songs, films, adverts on the television, books, magazine articles, small dogs, literally anything can start me off. It’s a fair problem.
So I was quite impressed with myself last night. I managed to hold off the [...]

How am I feeling?

How am I feeling tonight?
Hmmm.
Party happy, because I’ve had a nice relaxing day off and enjoyed my own company.
Partly sad, for various reasons.
Partly longing-ful of a life I’ve had before, and a life that seems to be getting harder and harder to achieve.
Mostly still confused.

Soul searching

It’s been a busy week. What with Sam being off ill and me having to cover her, plus working shifts in the evenings…I really enjoyed my day off yesterday and the one today.
A lot of things have happened this week. For example, I am drafting the letter to hand in my notice at the pub. [...]